Monday, August 29, 2022

The Gujarat Files - Rana Ayyub

 Vinod gave me this book. It's a self-published one by Rana Ayyub who was an investigative journalist with Tehelka and who did a series of investigations on the Gujarat riots and the subsequent happenings. Rana, an investigative journalist, goes as an American film maker to find out the truth about the role of the police and the administration in the Gujarat riots backed by her website, Tehelka, and its bosses. 


Rana poses as Maithali Tyagi, a filmmaker who wants to make a film about Gujarat and meets several police officers in trying to uncover the truth. There is nothing to directly implicate the bosses, Modi who was CM and Amit Shah, who was Home Minister, but enough is said to read between the lines. Reading the book brought back all those cases to mind - Sohrabuddin and Kausar Bi, Tulasi Prajapati, Ishrat Jahan and the other three boys, Haren Pandya, Ehsan Jaffri. The top cops she met give a lot of information quite willingly and say that the encounters were done at the behest of the Minister. Interestingly they also say that the encounters and other such dirty work was given to the lower caste officers. That Amit Shah went to jail and was banned from entering Gujarat was another piece of information I had forgotten. And that Modi and Amit Shah have been working with and for each other for a long long time is also refreshed. It's incredible where they have reached today.

Rana takes great risks and gets a lot of dope from sources who have been in the thick of the action but Tehelka tells her they cannot carry the story as Modi has become the PM. Rana however self-published it for reasons that are obvious - no publisher would probably touch this book and court trouble. That said, most of the information is what we have read about (not from these sources though). Her own story reads like a film script though - undercover journo, Mike the cameraman, Paani and other characters.

For sheer guts in doing what you did and also self-publishing this book, Rana Ayyub, take a bow. That said there were a few typos (excusable), the interviews were a bit jerky as she kept the relevant portions in I suppose. But highly readable and also important to read as well to know about a part of Indian history that's as controversial as the Emergency perhaps.          

Monday, August 22, 2022

A Most Unexpected Experience

Anjan called the  other day and said we could meet for lunch. Ram Jayam was in town and a few others would join - Ram, my brother, Vikram. Vidya, Vemuri, Vasu from Indian Express and Srikanth Tirumala. We were all chatting and suddenly Srikanth turns to me and says 'Hey Hari, I met this cousn of mine yesterday and he has a son named Harimohan. When I told him I knew a Harimohan he sauid he named him after a Hyderabad fast bowler Harimohan who also wrote the story for Golconda High School.'

I brushed him off. No way I said. You're joking.

I'll show you said Srikanth and sent me a forward and some pics. This was the text.   

"VN.Gopal named his son after up&coming Hyderabad Ranji Fast bowler HariMohan.             Happy to share Vangipuram HariMohan was also enthusiastic cricketer. Still playing small time cricket in Bay Area, California."

Gopal and Harimohan

And again - Father and son

I was still not believing him when Srikanth got Gopal on line and gave me the phone. Gopal sounded happy to be speaking to me. He played cricket as a youngster - cricket crazy he said. He would follow all league scores etc. He himself would play a lot of cricket even in Ramagundam where he worked for the FCI. He would bowl cutters and get many wickets. He remembered playing Kesoram Cements and getting them all out for 40.

'I watched your debut match at Sirpur Kagaznagar,' he said. 'You and Venkatapathi Raju made your debut.' 

That was a happy debut for me - I got five wickets - one and four. The second innings four was one of the best spells I ever bowled.

'I named my first son after Sandeep Patil,' said Gopal. 'He is now in Australia. And my second son was born around that time I saw this match. So I named him Harimohan.'

Hari looks like a happy, enthusiastic guy and I am sure he plays much better cricket than I do. I am so happy to be sharing my name with him anyway.

I am still not inclined to believe that Gopal named him 'after' me. But what a terrific story. I told Gopal to drop in at home sometime and we could catch up some more. He said he would.

I loved the story. I loved the way it came up. And I loved the connections. God does work in mysterious ways. Thanks Srikanth for adding a lovely moment to my life.  

Tuesday, August 16, 2022

A Nice Reminder Out of the Blue - Thanks Namrata

 One fine day I found a message in my Whats App from Namrata Thakur who worked with us at Gap Miners as an intern. She was a great learner always willing to push her limits. I remember she would make notes and discuss with me after class and once even fought to be part of a workshop I had done. This is what she sent.

 


I was like - hey where did you get that from?


And then this


Apparently she is reading it again. Makes all the effort seem worth it. Thanks for sharing Namrata. :)

Rakesh Jhunjhunwala on Money - Thanks Suresh for Sharing

 At EVOKE 2012, an idea-sharing event organised by the US consulate in Mumbai, Jhunjhunwala explained what money meant to him. His words of wisdom will continue to inspire generations to follow. (Rakesh Jhunjhunwala, the legendary investor who passed away on Sunday, August 14, morning.)

If you ask me what money means, I'd say it's used as a means of exchange, among other things. But J Paul Getty, one of the world's richest men, said: If you can count it, you don't have enough of it. Money is the harsh reality of life. Some love for it, some die for it, some use it well, some waste it, most fight for it, but most others desire it.

After having earned so much, I have realised one thing -- that money cannot be an end to itself. Money has got five crore good things, just one really bad thing: you can't take it with you. 

Take me as an example. At the age of 50, for a man who smokes 25 cigarettes a day and drinks six pegs of whiskey, doesn't exercise and eats like a pig, there is limited life. 

For the last 25 years, I have fought day and night to earn this money, but what is it doing for me? Or rather, what am I going to do for it? What is this money going to mean for my children beyond a certain level? We all know that money surpasses generations, countries, cultures and religion.

There is this famous saying in Hindi: 'Zar zameen aur jaydaat, har jhagde ka jad hai' ('Money is the root cause of all evil').

But I think that every rose comes with a thorn.

Money is a cause of dispute, evil and causes a lot of problems but in the end, it is something one should desire. Money means wealth, and wealth means power.

A lot of times, when I think about money, I realise that I have far less wealth than people think I have, but far more than what I actually need. Wealth also has a purpose in life.

If you were to ask me, I have come to one conclusion that I stand by -- that as long as I use the right means, I have the legitimate right and the ambition to desire the greatest wealth of the world.

Money also causes a lot of envy and misdeeds which I would like you to avoid.

I belonged to a middle class family. When I was young, I had very rich friends. But my father taught me: Always aspire, never envy.

So, if you meet someone who is rich or powerful, always aspire (to be like them), but never envy. Because envy causes anger and disputes.

What else can I say about money?

I can say that it attracts a lot of young women, it also attracts women of all ages, but they are not necessarily of the desirable kind. I am telling this to you from my experience.

I would also like to tell you about my experiences with my father and what he had to tell me about money.

All his life, he was only concerned about one thing: What I should be doing with my wealth. He was a middle class guy and I lived with him for as long as he was alive. He never lived in my house, I lived in his. My father was never concerned about how much wealth I had, his only concern was how much charity I did.

When I became rich and he came to know of it for the first time, he called me up and said, "Naya paisa hai, aur naye naye paise ki garmi bhi bahut hoti hai" ("It's new money, and new money is accompanied by a lot of heat"). He told me that increasing one's expenses was very easy, but reducing them was very difficult.

My father taught me the importance of dena (giving) and daan (donating). He said that if anyone knocked on my door and asked for money, I must give him Rs 100 or Rs 1 lakh, depending on what I felt like, but never let him/her leave empty-handed. Always donate, he said.

When my father came to know that I was among the Forbes list of billionaires, he said, "I am very happy to know that you are on the list. But aren't you shameful? You have billions of dollars of money, but you can't give away a few dollars in charity? Go and die in a pail of water," he told me.

A lot of people ask me: How does it feel to be rich in a poor country?

Let me correct you, I don't think India is a poor country. We are very rich in culture, food, resources, thought and also in our film industry. So, I don't feel guilty at all.

Renowned British beaureaucrat Winston Churchill once said: Equality of mankind is a myth, equality of opportunity is a possibility.

So, as a rich man, I would like to ensure that all Indians have equal opportunities.

Looking back, I feel I would not have been so rich if India had not been a prosperous country. When I started my career in the stock market in 1985, the index was 112 (points). Today the index is 20,000, which itself is reflective of the growth and prosperity of our country. If this prosperity had not come to our country, I would never have been as rich as I am today.

I also feel very happy and lucky that I worked in the post liberalisation era. Today, I feel India is entering its second path of liberalisation. It is this liberalisation that has allowed people to generate wealth. You get to see so many young billionaires in India today.

And people from other parts of the world are unhappy at the fact that India has more entrepreneurs and billionaires than China. It only reflects that India promotes private enterprises and encourages capitalism better than China.

I also strongly feel that the only way we can get rid of poverty is by creating growth. At the same time, let us not worry about how the cake is being divided. Let us instead worry how large the cake is going to be. The moment the cake gets large, it gets divided better.

German socialist (Karl) Marx was a true visionary, especially when he said: You will achieve capitalism, through the means of communism.

Do you know which countries today have the highest per capita income, the highest rate of taxes and the highest rate of social welfare? It is the Scandinavian countries. Also, 70 per cent of babies in these countries are born out of wedlock. This only means that these countries have achieved the highest level of socialism and social welfare through the means of capitalism.

I would like to appeal and add that us Indians should work to make a much larger cake than we currently have.

Will I ever stop working if I have ten times the wealth I currently have? The answer is, I won't!

Let me tell you I am still a middle-class man. I value every paisa I spend.

When you pursue a woman, the hunt is always better than the kill. It's the same about money. The enjoyment in earning it is far better than having it.

What has money done for me?

It has allowed me to travel in a Mercedes instead of a Maruti car, I live in a 5,000 sq foot flat instead of a 1,000 sq feet flat. In place of smoking a Four Square cigarette, I now smoke India Kings, I drink Blue Label whiskey instead of Diplomat. Besides that, money hasn't made much difference to my life.

The giver of wealth is God. Rakesh Jhunjhunwala is what he is today because he has the grace of God and the blessings of elders. Never forget that in your life.

All the adjectives in life --- beauty, power, hunger, wealth, happiness etc -- are all temporary and are each given to us by Him. So when he gives us so much wealth, he also entrusts some duty on us. That this money be used for social purposes. I don't think giving is giving, I think that giving is duty.

Today I donate 25 per cent of my income to charity. In 2020, either a billion dollars or 25 per cent of my wealth, whichever is lesser, I am going to donate as charity.

Money has a purpose and a responsibility. Making the first million is always difficult, the second is not so difficult, the third is even easier.

What you do to money is not very important, but what money does to you is very very important.

Let it not change you as a human being. Let it not change your attitude towards your friends, family and the people who you've grown up with.

The things money can buy are certainly important, but the things money can't buy are the most important in the world -- integrity, love and happiness.

What else can I say about money? Strive for it, fight for it and use fair means. Love, but don't love for it.

Everybody comments on what s/he doesn't have. Today, I have far better things in life than money, but not health. God has given me everything -- wealth, success, a good wife and good friends. I wish He gives me good health.

I would like to conclude by saying: Never forget that money is the means to the world, but not the end of it.

Monday, August 15, 2022

Thought for the Day - Others Seem to Hold My Emotional Handles

 Each time I get upset, I seem to be manipulated by someone who has an emotional handle into me.



I don't think that's true.

If I have given them those handles, it's time to remove them. They cannot turn my handles. Makes no sense. I'll be a puppet if they have control over those handles.

Unhook the handles. Let no one bother you.  

Thought for the Day - If I Replace 'Doing' With 'Enjoying' Life Would be a Party

 'Doing' things or work is heavy.



Instead if we say we are 'enjoying' work, it feels different. Drop the doing. Start enjoying.

Thought for the Day - Feeling Hurt is Pure Manipulation

 Feeling hurt is pure manipulation.



Stop making others responsible for your feelings. Own your feelings. Stop manipulating.